Saturday, 17 August 2013

Chapter 3B: Meri Amaanat (My Possession)


Chapter 3A, 3B and 3C – Dedicated to Lalarukh




ASR: Damn you Arnav! What's wrong with you?? She's a girl.. I should have understand! I’m really stupid at times..


He nodded angrily at his dumbness and turning his eyes towards the curtains, he was about to stand up when suddenly his breath stopped..







His eyes locked on the most beautiful thing of his world.. Her eyelids lowered, there stood his girl.. wrapped only of a white cloth which barely covered her from her breasts to her thighs...


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Dhak Dhak... Dhak dhak.. Dhak dhak...


Her loud heartbeats playing havoc in her mind.. slowly khushi raised her eyes and fixed into Arnav's gaze.. Flushed at his stare, Khushi tried hard to push away the nervousness invading her senses while her fists gripped tightly to the only silk covering her shivering body.. Mesmerised! Arnav was spellbound by the figure standing in front of him.. His Khushi was beautiful.. he never doubted this fact.. but today, it seemed she was herself the meaning to beauty.. pure beauty! Hypnotized, his hooded gaze travelled from her red crimson cheeks to her naked cleavage... Drops of water from her wet hairs dripping onto her shoulders while further down, he noticed her breasts moving in and out with her each breath.. As Arnav followed the curve line of her waist, he took no time to realize that under this thin sheet, she was still wearing her wet panties... Her thighs, her legs looked as delicate as her innocent face.


Suddenly Arnav got back from his dazed state when Khushi nervously stepped forward to him... Lowering her eyelids, avoiding his gaze...Khushi approached the fire and sat next to Arnav.. Not for a single moment he tore his gaze from her face while Khushi constantly stared into the fire.. At the moment, he knew what was going on in her mind, her heart.. no girl would feel less nervous at such step in their life! Hugging her knees tightly to herself, the heat of the fire was of no use to the terrible freezing air... As she quivered of cold, Arnav mentally scolded himself.. He so wished to take her into the warmth of his arms but for the first time he was feeling scared.. scared that he might crossed the line which he imposed for himself! Closing his fists, he looked away helplessly.. till suddenly he heard khushi grinding her teeth.. Unable to bear his restless heart anymore, he turned to her but froze on the spot!


Her head crashed into Arnav's chest, Khushi gripped to his shirt tighter each time the thunders stroke hard into the sky.. On the spur of the moment, Arnav's hand moved towards her back while both their heartbeats raced together.. His nose nuzzled into her hairs and Khushi felt goosebumps as his touch met her bare skin... As the thunders came to an halt, slowly Khushi pulled back from his chest enough to fix into Arnav's eyes.. Her lips inches away from his lips while her breath bathed his skin.. Arnav brought his right hand to Khushi's face and tucked her hairs behind her ears.. His fingers caressing delicately her face, Arnav said in a low voice...


ASR: Bahut darr lag raha hai? ( Are you feeling very scared?)


Without breaking the eye contact, hesitantly Khushi nodded a yes... Slowly, Arnav brought his lips to her cheeks.. As he kissed her right cheek lightly, Khushi closed her eyes in nervousness.. and he whispered into her ears...


ASR: Aab tikein? (Now you ok?)


Opening her eyes, she glared at him and absent-mindedly she nodded in denial.. With concern, Arnav cupped her face and leaned towards her left cheek.. He pecked her cheek and as he pulled back, he asked..


ASR: Aab? (Now?)


Khushi gulped a breath and nodded negatively. Arnav’s gaze shifted to her lips while his fingers flicked across her lower lip... Unconsciously she parted her lips and waited desperately for Arnav till he finally decided to press his mouth against her soft lips! Arnav had always been a tender kisser.. He always cared her, took his time.. gave her space.. He was never rough! Whatever situation, in his mind Khushi’s wellbeing was the most important .. He always made sure that his Khushi was comfortable in what he was doing to her... No matter how much his heart and body was aching for her! He nibbled at her lips, caring the bottom lip to the top lip.. and in between his tender pecks he couldn’t stop himself from whispering some words..


ASR: You are so beautiful Khushi!


Locking her eyes into his.. a blushed smile curved onto her lips and Arnav spoke out his most sincere feelings..


ASR: I wonder what good did I do that god sent me such an angel into my life! Agar tum nahin hai, toh main kuch nahin hai! (If you are not, then I’m nothing!) I’ll fall if you are not here to handle me.. I’ll die without you Khushi!


His words pierced her heart and her eyes welled up with tears.. Instantly Khushi cupped his face and nodded..


Khushi: Nahin! Aisa nahin kehte!... (No! Don’t say this!...) Arnav I promise you.. any time, any situation that  you need me by your side, you don’t need to look behind.. I’ll be here for you..


Khushi brought her hand to his chest and pointed her fingers towards his heart as she said..


Khushi: Here!....


A proud feeling emerged in Arnav’s heart and he admired Khushi whole-heartedly.. without a blink.. just looking at her and listening to her words peacefully..


 Khushi: You’ll fall.. like everyone has to fall many times in life!  but I’ll always be your strength to rise up again and again and again! Even at some point, maybe you won’t see me.. but just remember that I’ll always be with you.. and after each step.. each success.. I can scream out my lungs with pride.. “Yes I’ve done it... My Arnav did it!... We did it!” My Arnav will be the most important person of this country... maybe of this world and...


And Khushi shut it off as Arnav interrupted her..


ASR: And Khushi the most beautiful wife of this universe!... Arnav Singh Raizada’s wife!


Arnav smirked contently and lowering her eyes, Khushi blushed... Bringing his hand under her chin, Arnav raised her face so as to look straight into Khushi’s eyes.


ASR: Bolo na Khushi.. Shaadi karogi na mujhse? (Tell me Khushi.. Will you marry me?)


Immediately Khushi pushed away his hands and looked shyly everywhere except at him as she said irritatingly...


Khushi: Kya Arnav! Tujhe pata na mera jawab kya haii! To kyun phirse puch rahi ho! (What Arnav! You know my answer! Then why asking again!)


Arnav chuckled and said naughtily...


ASR: Aaj tumhari jawab phir se sunna ka mood hai.. (Today I’m in the mood to listen to your answer again..) please khushi.. tell me! Will you marry me... grow old with me, bear with my anger and my mood swings... take care of me.. slap me when I need to be slapped and get me back on the right when I’m going the wrong way.. console me when I need to be consoled... kiss me when I want you to kiss me... and...


While his words were stuck into his throat, Khushi stared at him waiting for his last words..


Khushi: And?


He exclaimed in a low but clear voice..


ASR: and make love to me when I need to be loved!


What was it? That feeling.. that need! Growing into both their hearts.. The need to love.. that physical love! Why today she felt that he needed her.. he was tired.. he actually looked tired.. Though Arnav was always the stronger one, she knew how much he was struggling.. his life.. busy schedule.. his studies.. he wanted to make it big.. to work.. and give his Khushi the best of life.. but exhausted at the end of the day, he was just a little kid who needed love and care.. Devoting his entire life to Khushi.. caring for her every small things.. making sure she was ok.. listening to her yes and no.. her silly jokes, her stupid talks.. He never said a word.. he never complained.. as if only Khushi’s chirpiness was the only light of his world.. but as he always said... “Arnav and Khushi’s heartbeats are connected”.. And his silence always speaks to Khushi!


Both stared at each other for long.. There was no need of words.. She could hear the voice of his heart while he could hear hers.. Suddenly Khushi’s trance broke with the loud thunders.. Moving her hands to his, Khushi smiled shyly! As she held his hands into hers, she said confidently.. without any hesitation.. no blink.. no fear.. no nervousness! Just what her heart said to her! True words.. true feelings...


Khushi: Yes.. Yes I will marry you..I will grow old with you.. I will die and be born again only for you..


She chuckled as she continued..


Khushi: I enjoy your mood swings.. and your anger.. baapre tune kabhi apni naak dekha jab bhi tum gussa hai... (God, have you ever seen your flared nose when you are angry...)


Arnav’s eyes popped out while she made fun of him and he nodded amusingly..


Khushi: I’ll always take care of you.. I won’t promise I’ll be better than you.. but I’ll always try the best to take care of you the way you take care of me, ALWAYS!


And she said in an enthusiastic tone...


Khushi: Aur haan.. tapar to main zarur maroongi.. jab bhi tum galat raaste ho.. tapar ke saat tujhe kichke sahi raaste phir se vapas laogi.. (And yes.. I will surely slap you.. whenever you are on wrong way.. alongside the slap I’ll pull you back on the right path..)


With a teary smile, Khushi brought her hand to his face, and brushed his forehead.. Playing with his hairs, she said lovingly..


Khushi: I’ll always be here to console you.. I promise, I’ll take all your sorrows before it reaches you..


Cupping his face, Khushi moved forward and kissed his forehead with all her love..


Khushi: I promise I’ll always be fighting for only your happiness... Tum, mein.. aur hamari choti si duniya.. jahan sirf khushiyan hain aur bahut bahut sara pyaar.. Aur jab tujhe kiss karne ka mann hai to... (You, me.. and our small world.. where there will be only happiness and loads and loads of love.. And when you feel like kissing me then...)


Suddenly Arnav brought his fingers to her lips..


ASR: sssshhhh..


Arnav leaned forward.. staring into her eyes he whispered with an amused tone..


ASR: Sach mein.. iss chatterbox ke bina, (Really, without this chatterbox,) I won’t breathe!


And Khushi giggled like a kid..


ASR: Acha.. jab mujhe tumhe kiss karne ka mann hai to?? (So.. when I feel like kissing you then??)


Her giggles stopped and she blushed.. but not a single moment she looked away.. She smiled shyly and moved forward.. Bringing her arms around his neck, Khushi captured Arnav’s lips into a kiss... At first innocent.. then it became a long and passionate kiss while meantime Arnav’s hands trailed down her shoulders to her back and her waist.. When Khushi finally pulled back, Arnav realized where his hands were and immediately he took off his hands.. He lowered his eyes as he knew Khushi realized his restlessness..


Khushi: And when you need to be loved??.. you never needed permission for this.. main sirf tumhara hoon.. to apna ke liye kis baat ki permission... (I’m only yours.. so what permission you need for your own...)


Arnav raised his eyes while Khushi held his hands and brought it back to her waist.. Moving forward, she kissed the corners of his lips.. her one hand on the button of his wet shirt..



To be Continued in Chapter 3C  

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